reflection
as i grew up, whatever it is that i want don’t seem to come to me as easily as it used to. nowadays, it would have to come along with a lot of effort and hardship on my part, never-ending tears and dua, endless failures after failures, silently building up hopes and watching them being crushed right before my eyes. and in moments of desperation, the only option left is to just accept what has been written.
and as much as i try to understand konsep keredhaan ni, it’ll only become crystal clear when i’m actually experiencing one. because that’s the only moment, in my vulnerability, when i realize that i actually have no control over things…and that the One with the last say is Him. and the only way is to accept (redha) and put all my faith in Him.
then and only then, Allah akan beri.
it gets you by surprise everytime. ;)
only difference is, setiap yang Dia beri now, is always always so much better. :)
