ho-hum
it rains a lot lately. i noticed that it’s always drizzling on my drive home from work so i’m always wet. but it’s okay. i love the rain.
life has been a little less hectic lately so i take it as a sign that i should get started on the wedding preparations that i’ve put on hold. man, i thought i could get away with not doing anything and that things will just fall into place. just like my engagement. then i remembered; before this i have izyan. -_-“
sometimes, when i’m in the middle of a meeting or am driving someplace, i’d start remembering little little details of the wedding, you know, stuff that i should get done, phone calls that i have to make, but i can’t because i was in the middle of something else. then when i’m done with them…i forgot.
and then there are many many instances where there’ll be stuff or details that needs to be discussed with ammar and i couldn’t wait to see him, then we meet up, and then it’s not important anymore and i’d rather talk about the house, or his work, or the silly things that we do that day. and then lepas habis semua, menyesal because then i’ll remember that there’s actually a lot of important things that should really be discussed instead.
and i really, really hate discussing wedding stuff on the phone. i’d rather wait for our meeting, which, i can tell u is…um, not very often.
so there, that’s basically why i have a hard time continuing with the preparation. but i think eventually everything will just fall into place. because miracles do happen, right?
*smiles*
…
*smile falters a bit*
p/s: this is supposed to make me feel better. but it’s so not working.
