friday blues
we’re almost reaching the end of march, which turned out to be not that great a month after all. ammar had to go for his business trip several times and coming home for 1 or 2 days only to be leaving again, which leaves me all alone in the new house fending for myself. (did i mention that we moved from our old apartment to a new nest?)
the upside of all this is that i get to spend all the extra hours after work without feeling guilty or go out on dinner dates with colleagues and do some catching up with all my single friends.
though, truth be told, i do miss ammar tremendously especially right before going to sleep, counting days till his touchdown and picturing all the possible surprises i could give him, like not showing up at the airport at all… (now, he really wouldn’t see THAT coming!) really girls, missing a husband is nothing like missing a silly old boyfriend. pedih ok. :(
anyways, i have been doing some additional secret prayers after solat lately so that there’s some sort of excuse for him to stay home a little bit longer (i’m even planning on faking some kind of pregnancy-related illness or something, you know if things get a teeny bit desperate) hopefully he’ll believe it.
if not, then sabar is the only option left. -_-“
